Please get off. We dont need you.

These past few weeks were rough (hence the lack of updating)
When life shoves shit at you, it never seems to stop.
*sigh*


It amazes me to see how superficial people can be.
When you're not a winner. Nobody gives a damn about you.
They ridicule your efforts.
Not even showing a glimmer of support.

But when you suddenly start winning, everybody wants to be your friend.
They say how happy they are and how proud they are of you.
All the while plastering plastic smiles on their faces- like we're too stupid to see past all that.
Please, stop it. All you're doing is making a fool out of yourselves.
We are not going to take you in. Especially now, when we need you the least.

Really, the last thing we need is impostors celebrating with us. Sheesh.

Now, because of your obvious lack of faith, we're on limbo.
You of all people should have been there for us. To be there. Always.
Through the losses, tears and sweat.

To suddenly appear now and say that you'd be there for us is simply too late.
You couldn't do anything for us anyway.





Was slapped with a fine (again) by the college.
On unfair grounds at that!
Nothing ticks me off more than being punished for something that I did not do.
The so called 'tribunal' will be on Monday.
FYI, we were 'advised' to just plead guilty and later plead for a lighter sentence.
Justice my ass.

Am totally convinced that it's all a scam to leech off money from the students.
I love the boyfriend's comment:
College officer: "Oh, rasa macam nak beli Merce la. Mari saman pelajar macam orang gila."
Heh. I adore you darlin.

Fuck it, I'd rather commute everyday rather than stay in that shit hole again.