What would one sacrifice for vanity?!

In my case, it's carbohydrates.
Though I love them so~

It's day 5 of my low carb-diet.
Yes, day 5.
I dared not announce it before I started.
Buat malu je if I don't even last 3 days!

I started because a guy who fancied me said "Oh, you got chubbier! You were thinner last year."
I must have given him a death stare because he instantly covered up by saying "But it suits yoooouuu.." (I spelled it that way because it was exactly how he said it.)
And you think THAT's gonna score u any points?!
No wonder you're still single.
(Still in a quite bitter mood.)
Men, a word of advice, do NOT tell a girl that she's gained weight, or worse, FAT.
It will only get you into trouble.
Even if it's true, lie.


But I guess the straw that broke my back was when my mom uttered "My god! You've gained!".
Twas the FIRST thing she said to me when I got home.
Ouch.
Hence my attempt to shed the pounds :(

I must admit, this low carb-diet is hard to stick to.
Especially since I can't eat all the things I love..
So now I just look at them..

Looking....

Still looking..

Absorb every last bit of carb with my eyes..

...And I'm done!
Now I'm full!
Meh.

But The worse part is that I can't have my all time fav food..

Drools..

Ohhh... Lush Jamoca Almond Fudge..
Why oh WHY are you so bad for me..
And yet.. I ache for you..

Thank god there's 'Cheats'.
If I'm not allowed a day a month to eat indulgent things, I think I'll go nuts..

But hey, this is a much better way to lose weight then to starve myself.
(I would NEVER do that!)
All I need to do is to cut down my sugar intake.
Hmm... Actually exercising may be a good idea too.
I'll try harder.. *Sighs..*






Tomorrow's goal: exercise! (codename for wash my car!)
Haha..

What's a TAMA?

Introducing... My 4th baby!
For those of you who've been asking me on FB what the heck is a TAMA, well here it is! 
Mine is the 4.5 version.
And in all honestly, I think it's the best version out there :)

 

I guess a picture doesn't fully explain what it is..

So here's a lil home made vid!

*Mehehe~*

 

I know.. I am SUCH a child!

Teehee~

(And yes, I have THAT much free time now..)

PS, Sorry for the bad grammar in the vid.

Making a video is actually really hard..

It just feels weird recording myself :P

I'm feeling much better..
Though I admit that I'm still avoiding home.
I'll get over it soon..
And I'll pretend like nothing happened.

The boyfriend said something that I'll never forget:

"Be the better person even if people don't expect you to be.

So when your pay comes, do exactly as you planned to do.

You don't have to say you heard anything, just move on and do what is right.

People will realize by themselves how wrong they've been..

People always do this.. We never realize that we're taking someone for granted.."

His words doesn't exactly make me feel better, but it makes sense..
There's nothing I can do about it now.
All I can do is to prove them wrong once the time comes..

And while waiting for the time to come, I'll have as much fun as I can :)
Meow's birthday is today!
I'm so hyped!
We're planning to do something nice for her..
But we wont tell exactly what (Yet)!
She may read this!
*Giggles*


Oh, and I'm LOVING this song!
Paramore just released the music video today :p

I wish

The person who thought of the phrase "What you don't know can't hurt you" must have been wise.
Because it's so true.
Sometimes, you're not meant to hear some things for a reason..

I wish I hadn't asked my parents about how Amanah Saham worked.
I wish I had just Googled it and tried to understand it on my own.
I wish they didn't jump to the conclusion that I planned to keep my first 'real' paycheck tucked away in a trust fund.
I wish they didn't think that I was so selfish.

But most of all, I wish I hadn't over heard them say that..

I have always planned to give my parents my first pay check.
It has been something I've always wanted to do.
But money wasn't the point- I knew that they didn't need it.
Twas supposed to be a gesture.
To show that I'll provide for them & that I'll always share with the family..

Over hearing what they thought of me hurt more then I ever expected it to.
It's a different kind of hurt when you find out that those you most cherish doesn't seem to see much good in you.
It has never hurt like this before.
Ever.

I guess this is the price you pay for being so busy.





PS: My pay hasn't come through yet.
I'm guessing it will by the end of the month.
I'm still going to give it to my parents. 
But I know the moment will not be as sweet as I've always imagined it'll be..

OBSESSED

Scene: On bed, in front of the lappy looking at new accessories revising my mooting script.

Mom: What are you doing? (Sounds annoyed)
Me: Uh?
Mom:You've been twirling and sniffing your hair for over an hour!
Me:Oh. (continues to swirl and sniff hair)


I am obsessed with my hair.
It's FINALLY long enough for me to play with!
(This is a great feat since my hair grows at a snails pace! Meh.)
And THIS time I swear that I'll let it grow.
I will NOT butcher my hair like I did the last time.
My new mantra:

I will not cut my hair.
I will not cut my hair.
I will NOT cut my hair.

Yes, I get bored easily.

Anyways, I took a security measure..
Meow get's to slap me if I try talking myself into getting a short do again. (=_=)"
(I think she's a lil too happy with the job)

And I finally let myself try this!

I have never tried the brand but I always wanted to.. The scent is so yummy!
It leaves my hair smelling like berries for at least a day- and when the smell is all gone, I'll wash it again just to get the smell back. Meh.

I'm not sure if really helps my hair. So far, it's alright. It does it's job as a shampoo.
The only thing winning me over is the smell!

I feel prettiest when I'm all clean & smell good~
Haha!





When I get my first real pay check, the first thing I'm gonna look for is a REALLY good shampoo with a killer scent!
(If this one doesn't work out.. I hope it does!)
I think it's high time I start pampering myself again..
Oh, and my hair is so pretty now~ 
Uber happy! 

My Poor Neglected Bloggie!

I am SUCH a bad blogger!
Epic fail doesn't even begin to describe it.
I'm guessing this is about the 3rd time I've had this burst of enthusiasm to blog again since I created this page (=_=)"

Anyways, I have a new resolution!
I know I have been super busy with Avant La Mode, Working & Mooting.
Heck, part of the reason why I stopped blogging was because there's allegedly 'implications' of owning a blogshop.
*pfft!*

So here's to the revival of my personal blog!
And THIS time, I don't have a reason to hide it!





PS: I got my TAMA!
(Though it's pre loved)
I'll introduce it to ya all later!