Interpart 2010

SO TIRED!
Even though I ran away from the event early (tee-hee), I'm still dead tired.
I cannot imagine what the rest are feeling like :/

p/s: Congratulations to the teams who broke to the semis!

I know I should be more involved with the event.
It WAS where I started my mooting Career after all..
Heh.
But the parental unit is getting restless.
And them restless = me on the grill about what I do.
*Sigh*

Plus, they're starting to doubt my ability to score in my studies.
Normally, I'd brush their remarks aside but that was when I KNOW I can score.
Regardless what they say.
Now, not so much.
Twas like a smack in the face when I realised that we only have 2 months to the finals.
What the hell have we been studying in class anyways??!
*Gulp!* (o.0)"








Oh, and QUT is visiting UiTM and they want a 'friendly' moot match.
Right before finals.
Thanks.
Like I don't have anything better to do then fret about these penyibuks!
Sheesh.

Ranting

It's a Friday.
My day so far has been horrible.

I did not get enough sleep yesterday, credits to our land law test.
(No wonder the failure rate's so damn high! *gulp!*)

I am absolutely convinced that I did worse for my mandarin test.
(Seriously, I suck at the language. Big time! How can an extra subjet be HARDER than my core subjects?? Sheesh.)

While packing for the mooting workshop in Kedah, the electrical outlet in my room magically stopped working. Agggh!!!
And I STILL haven't gotten a chance to print out my script yet!
I had to write down the damn thing.
No power = No printer.

Oh, did I mention that I knocked somebody's car?
Some bright genius parked his car in TWO boxes and I had to squeeze into the space he so graciously left me with.
Tau tak UiTM punye parking spots macam haram?? Limited gila! Kenapa la parking macam kau tu VC!! Sial.
(Hilang pahala puasa~ Hish.)
Thank god it was just a lil tap and it didn't leave a scratch on the other car..
Or else! *shudder*
I do not have the funds to handle that..











Am praying (HARD!) that the day gets better..
Dugaan sungguh pada hari Jumaat yang 'holy' ni (=.=)"

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The month of Ramadan is not being kind to me.
One would've assume that no eating during the bulk of the day would slim you down right?
Ok.
Fine.
A lot of people gain during fasting month.
But they binge!
I don't.. (I think..) *sigh!*

I feel like a bulldozer.
And hanging out with the bestie and her (well endowed *wink2*) lil sister did NOT make me feel better.
Looking at all them pretty little things they put on.. *Geram!*

Oh well, what to do..
(But I still blame my big frame on genetics!)
Heh.







I wonder why-oh-WHY is my c-box being bombarded with ads??!
Is it a new marketing strategy or something?
But I have to admit, as annoying as it is, it's a brilliant plan to advertise your stuff without spending a single cent.
Oh, p/s: please stop spamming my c-box.
Much appreciated :)

Addicted

With no moots to fill up time, I find myself oddly free.
Suddenly, there's time for me to go to the movies.
(And even watch a movie for 3 nights in a row! All time record yaw!)
And spend (much overdue) time with the boyfriend.

I miss everything so much.
And there's so much I want to do- which (of course) does NOT have anything to do with my academics!
I admit, I got caught in the trill of it all..
Being so young and free..
How can one NOT get caught up??

But when I had to make a choice, I knew I had to choose between living for the moment (and possibly do something incredibly stupid) or living for the future (boriiing!).
Deep down, I know I should've had the strength to say no to temptation.
But hell, I'm wont stay young forever.

I made my choice.
And I can't say that I regret it.
Living on the wild side fucking rocks.









3 major tests next week and I'm still in my party mode.
How on earth am I gonna find the strength to sit my ass down and actually study??
Sheesh.

Meh

Dragging my broke ass around town ain't fun.
I cant go anywhere and it's a dammed good thing that the fasting month is coming soon..
Coz I tend to spend too much on food I cant even finish.
The dangers of shopping on a empty stomach indeed. (=.=)"
No money = No over-spending + no wasting food!
Heh.

But how I wish I had enough to splurge~
I already have my eyes on a few lovely pieces~ Tee-hee..

I do not care what others say.
One can never have too many shoes.
Plus, I need sandals.
Wearing closed-toed shoes 24/7 cant be good for my feet.

I want! *Drools*
I've never had a jumpsuit.
So I want one.
Just because. heh.

Pics via The Kooky Thing.

Oh, and I need a new wallet.
Hmm.. maybe I should add that to the must buy list too.
*sigh* If only~

p/s: Saya nak puasa penuh macam dulu!!!
(Malas nak ganti puasa lagi yo!)

LawAsia pt2 (finale)

LawAsia was a doozy.
(Twas also VERY tiring..)

It was a challenge from the start.
ie; we had to get up SUPER early.
When we arrived the place was deserted (=.=)"
Talk about having the 'spirit of lawasia'. Heh.

Our first round was against HELP.
Though I didn't moot in that round, by the end of the moots, I developed a bangin' headache. Great.
I bet it was due to my lack of sleep.
I wasn't designed to sleep for only 3 hours a day..

But with help of some pain killers (credit due to Mama Shai!), I managed to get to the second round against KDU.
So, with a head feeling like it's about to explode, I mooted.

2 rounds down!
Twas the end of the general rounds..
Though the other UiTM teams didn't make it to the finals, (FYI, I'm still baffled about that! They are WAY better than I am!) we thank our lucky stars that all our hard work was rewarded.
My first moots where I (finally!) qualified to the finals!

The morning moots was against Taylor's.
(again, I didn't moot in that one)
But I did moot for the next round!
And THAT's the round I was eyeing.. Tee-hee.
Twas a chance to moot in front of the Chief Justice and The President of the Bar Council!
I COULD NOT PASS THAT UP!


Though it wasn't an easy moot, and we lost to IIU, Twas worth it.
I finally got to the finals, and it hasn't even been a full year since I started mooting..
That's good enough.
For now.









Even with all the blood, sweat and tears, I would've done it all over again..
Especially if my moot family is with me.
I love you guys to bits!
(Public declaration ni!) Tee-hee.

Dinner with you guys is the best!
(though dinner at Citrus was probably a bad idea.. Service at a snail's pace!)

(Editor's note: Sir was NOT happy when he realised that the kiddies attacked his banana split and left only melted scraps of ice-cream for him. Haha. Nice move Ratu Disco!)

Anyways, thank you to Sir Irwin, Miss Ummi and Madam Mas for helping us to be better future lawyers/Judges/whatever-we-may-be-later..
We owe you guys.
Big Time.

To the UiTM LawAsia team, I truly love you guys.
I'll carry the memories always.
(Haha! Drama!)

LawAsia!!!

OMG! We're finally here!
(After weeks of pure torture. Heh.)

I am praying (HARD!) that all the (rushed)research and long nights of training pays off..
Or else!

Though the trip to KLRCA didn't kick off as smoothly as we would like- We missed the opening ceremony (=.=)"
But in our defense, it wasn't us, twas the bus drivers..
The first bus broke down.
The second bus was not 'fit' for the journey to KL.
And I honestly think the bus driver who finally(!) drove us to KL was not very happy doing the job. Adoi.

Oh well, at least we made it.
Albeit 3 hours later..
In one piece I might add!
(And this point is very important as the driver had no problem reflecting his mood in his driving. Heh.)

We spent 10 mins in KLRCA- then off to our hotel~
(which we took almost 2 hours to get to! Sheesh.)

But Citrus Hotel isn't that bad..



I like the fun Orange decor. Hihi.
And there's a bath tub! Whee~
I foresee that that shall be an excellent way for me to relax after a long day of moots. tee-hee.









Things are looking up :)
We had patched things up.
And he seems to truly understand what I need at the moment.
When it's good, it's euphoric (Hihi)
Hope this lasts *crosses fingers*

Under rock bottom

The worst weekend ever.
EVER!
*sigh*

It's funny how leaving behind your cell phone for ONE day can cause such pandemonium.
But in hindsight, it was my fault for not telling people where I was.
I think they really thought I was missing.

I'm sorry.
But I was just so focused on finishing all my overdue work that I couldn't even think straight when it comes to anything else.
I don't think I'm on the right track.
I know what I want, but I really think I've bitten on more than i can chew.
What I'm chasing after, I still cant get.
And what I have, I'm letting it slip through the cracks.

I am beyond frustrated.

***

On a related note, I'm more pissed with those who THINK that they know me.
They make remarks about me and what they think I'm going through.
Pfft.
When the fuck did I tell you any my problems??

Just because I see you everyday, it doesn't mean that you know me.
Just because I speak to you from time to time, it doesn't mean that I tell you everything.
Nor does it gives you the right to simply infer what my problems are.
Heck, I tell no one what I'm really going through.
So don't you dare make comments about something you have NO IDEA about.

There is always a line between niceties and over-baringness.
You've crossed the line. And I do not appreciate it.
I don't turn into a smart ass when it comes to your personal life, so stay the fuck out of mine, thankyouverymuch!










Need to minimize all my responsibilities.
And sort out what my priorities are..
Because I'm losing all I have and getting nothing in return.