STRESS!!!

NOTHING is going my way.
I'm swamped with work, stressed with my obvious lack of social life and definitely pissed with everything in the universe (including moi).

Heck, I don't even think it's karma anymore.

Even I don't deserve this kind of shit.

I'm now totally convinced that the universe hates my guts..

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I was diagnosed with fatigue. (Well done captain obvious! Sheesh.)
I'm supposed to get some rest.
3 days off.
But how the hell am I supposed to do that with so many other things to do??
Am eating my meds though.. I hope that's enough.


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Announcement to all my lovely mooters;
This will be my LAST time mooting while the semester is on.
I admit it, I'm a fucking wimp for not being able to balance this, but better a happy wimp then a bitter superwoman.
All things aside, I still adore you guys.
(Oh, and please help break the news to Sir. I need back up. Tee-hee.)

***

When the boyfriend told me to stop making him wait for me only to and up empty handed, I was wounded.

Yes, I do realise that I was the one who asked him out to lunch.
Can you even blame me?
I haven't spent quality time with him in ages!
I really did try to make it, but I couldn't.
I had work to do.
And I had to make some arrangements for OUR anniversary.
I thought I could attempt in making a grand gesture.
OBVIOUSLY that was a total flop.
*Sigh*

I'm sorry I made you wait.
(Including all the other times I put you aside for my work.)
It was my fault.
If only you knew how bad and frustrated I felt..

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One of the reasons why I couldn't make it was because my lappy got sick. AGAIN.
And I just spent RM70 for anti-virus.
Now I'll have to pay another RM40 for repairs.
Fuck.

I am now officially broke.
Makan Maggi cup la minggu ni..

Things MUST turn up.
I've hit rock bottom.
I still cant believe I had a breakdown (In public! Gahh!!).
I predict that if I don't slow down within the next 2 weeks, I'll go crazy.
Heh.