My Memorabilia

He came home from the specialist's with that stupid loopy grin of his.

"Told you nothing's wrong!" *messed up my hair*

I didn't believe him, of course.
So I asked the the person who's way more honest with me when it comes to bad news.
"It's not as bad as we thought it was." *phew!*
Not as bad, but bad nonetheless.

However, I'm thankful.
I'll take whatever I can get.




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He took a couple of days off work. (About time!)
Do you NEED to be really sick before taking a couple of days off?? It's not unheard of you know.. It's called a vacation!


"Look what I've got for us!"
"What?" (Using bored tone.)
"We need to go to the car for this!" (Excited??)

*Got in car. Started engine. Drove off.*

"Look! You'll like this!" *Hands over this thick brown CD album*

It was full of CDs! All burned (Illegally??) and labeled alphabetically by artist/band!
The Cranberries' album BEFORE they made it big! NO where to be found in Malaysia weh!!
Live concert recordings from Oasis, Coldplay and The Cure (A copy of the concert that he ACTUALLY went to!) Cool!
And ALL the albums (and some unreleased tracks) of my fav bands!!!


Before I knew it, I was an emotional puddle.
How much effort did you put into something like this??
How long did it take?? How long ago did you plan this??
Silent tears fell.
It took all the strength I had not to brawl. But a few darn sobs did escape.


He just drove.
In silence.


It was a comfortable silence.



"So, what do you wanna listen to first?"

We ended up picking Oasis. The first track was 'Wonderwall'. And we started to sing along. (Knowing us, it HAD to happen!) We bellowed "I don't believe that anybody feels the way I do about you now" to each other. Like a pair of fuck retards, we drove around aimlessly and sang gaily (albeit badly).

I have never felt so much love as I've felt that night.
Ever!


I know that I'll remember that night for the rest of my life. Even if he leaves, I'll have this night.
Always.